Can I Talk to You (G Street Chronicles Presents) by Jackson Nicole

Author:Jackson, Nicole [Jackson, Nicole]
Language: eng
Format: mobi
Tags: urban fiction, motivation, love, bookclub, essence, paranormal, urban lit, sex, lies, suspense, scandal, david weaver, erotica, womens fiction, kwan, zane, movie, gstreet, eric jerome dickey, romance, urban books, fast paced, music, connie briscoe, series, stripper, goodreads, urban, kimberla lawson roby, relationship, drugs, short story, reshonda tate billingsley, wahida clark, street lit, porn star, deceit, african american, michaelbaisden, thriller, mystery, true glory, gstreetessence, domestic abuse, victoria christopher murray, contemporary fiction, drama, tv, action, maintenance man, ericjdickey
Publisher: G Street Chronicles
Published: 2015-04-20T16:00:00+00:00

Chapter 15

Keirah

I’m still trying to figure out how I ended up with this ultra-fine ass nigga. He just came into my world at the weirdest time. I wasn’t even thinking about a man right now. I figured that they ain’t nothing but trouble. Just last month I adopted this new outlook.

Just a week after I put Ted’s sorry ass out, I went down to the clinic and terminated the pregnancy. What was sad was that not one ounce of me felt any guilt. I was so ready to move on from that brief moment that I stayed suspended into stupidity. Never again though. It took me like two days after the abortion to feel better, and that’s when I went shopping. I was losing weight so rapidly that I couldn’t fit much in my closet. I couldn’t believe what the stress of life could do to a person’s body. One would think that I intentionally lost the weight, but they’d be absolutely wrong. I never really wanted to go below a size ten and there I was pulling up my eights because they were baggy. I wanted to eat, but every time I ate, Ted and his indiscretions would cross my mind. Then the food would start tasting like sandpaper.

It pissed me off that I had allowed another man to come into my life and turn shit upside down. I tried keeping my guard up, but not even that worked. He still somehow seeped through and got to my heart and crushed it. And Kell…Man, I just wanted to strangle that bitch. She had me for a minute. I actually defended her when Ted tried to kick her ass out. If I only knew then what I know now. I thought about what Ken told me that night I ran back into him. He was right and was trying to tell me that the bitch was selling her pussy. I don’t know how I let that fly over my head. I felt like the dumbest bitch on the planet. I couldn’t even bring myself to tell my friends because I was always the bitch telling them what I ain’t gon put up with, and look at me now. I let shit get so out of hand that they felt comfortable enough to do the shit in the bed that we shared. There was no respect. Niggas just didn’t give a shit and I figured that I might as well adapt that same attitude. It is a dog eat dog kind of world, and I was quickly realizing that I had to roll or get rolled over.

In that past month, I’d met so many niggas on the line, and I had sampled about three. Usually I’d only deal with one man at a time, but I was tired of living the way that people thought that a woman should. I did whatever made me feel good at the time. It was never personal. Always protected sex and when it was all over, I would get dressed and leave the motel sometimes while they were still stewing in our juices.

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